DANEE PHERMSIN.

I am scared to lose myself. I am scared to let myself at the bottom again. I’m scared of being...

Sat, 04 May 2013 23:28:50 -0700

I am scared to lose myself. I am scared to let myself at the bottom again. I’m scared of being scared and scared of being sad again. I feel that feeling again. I don’t know what has happened, again. I feel like I’ve lost my ground.

I am hurting.

I feel like everyone has disappeared. And I know they have. Where is everyone nowadays? Where’s my family? Where are my friends? Why is it just me, again? When I need someone, there’s no one. When I need myself and need myself to be strong, I can’t have myself because I’m too busy unintentionally letting myself go. Where am I going?

As I laid in bed, I turned my head to the other side and said “I’m not happy...

Sat, 04 May 2013 22:59:00 -0700

As I laid in bed, I turned my head to the other side and said “I’m not happy anymore.” My head sinked into the pillow and my eyes shut close. At that very moment, I could feel my heart in my chest, my tears rolling down my face, and the palms of my hands get sweaty. I hated that moment. And that moment was unbearable. I didn’t know what else to say. I was at a loss of words. I was just,… unhappy. My mind was racing. My heart was racing. My body was shaking. I didn’t want to do anything, but cry and drown in my own tears until I would fall asleep so that night would pass. There was one thing that I wanted at that moment… and that was, happiness. I just wanted times to be the same again. That’s all I wanted. But everything that seemed to be slowly happening and changing over time, just happened too fast.

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Sat, 04 May 2013 22:27:00 -0700

The minutes of my nights pass by so quickly when I think about all that I have in my life, what I...

Thu, 02 May 2013 23:54:00 -0700

The minutes of my nights pass by so quickly when I think about all that I have in my life, what I don’t have in my life, and the life that I am living. I can’t tell whether I am happy and whether this is all that I want. By that, if I have to think about it… how can I be happy? Why can’t I be? Why am I not making changes? Why do I do this to myself? I daydream, nowadays, of being alone and figuring this all out on my own. I daydream about it. I am practically in this on my own. I wish I had guidance. Help. Some sense of direction. How can I be so happy and unhappy at the same time? The minutes of my nights pass by so quickly because I dread too often thinking about where I stand. Yet, that’s all I do. I daydream and dread. And, I am getting nowhere.

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Thu, 02 May 2013 23:30:30 -0700

What do you miss most?

Thu, 02 May 2013 23:18:57 -0700

Being taken care of and being stress-free.

Can we go back to the days our love was strong?

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 22:04:00 -0700

Can we go back to the days our love was strong?

Do you have any advice on cutting your own hair? /: I want to cut mine since I don't have the money right now to go to a salon.

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 21:31:25 -0700

I can’t even cut my own hair. I can cut my bangs/fringe but that’s it. I would suggest not to ): And it wouldn’t be a good idea to cut your hair with regular scissors.

Instagram?

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 20:57:35 -0700

@daneephermsin

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Fri, 05 Apr 2013 20:52:23 -0700

My heart belongs to you, no matter what I try.

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 01:23:27 -0700

My heart belongs to you, no matter what I try.

"There will come a time in your life when all you can do is love. You will have done all you can do,..."

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 01:18:58 -0700

“There will come a time in your life when all you can do is love. You will have done all you can do, tried all you can try, hurt all you can hurt, given up so many times that love will be the only way in or out. That day will surely come. Just as sure as you are reading this.”

Will you love me again like you loved me before?This time I want...

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 01:08:00 -0700

Will you love me again like you loved me before?
This time I want you to love me much more.

It's been too long

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 00:16:46 -0700

It has been…

"Actions always prove why words mean nothing."

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 23:54:06 -0700

““Actions always prove why words mean nothing.””

Do u think you are #1 in anyones life? If so, than who?

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 22:11:07 -0700

No.

Your blogs help me.

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 22:10:46 -0700

Thank you.

Does ur boyfriend have an ig? Does he post as many pics of u on his as you do of him?

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 22:10:38 -0700

Yes. Not really.

"Life was too short to be with someone who wasn’t quite right, someone who made you think more than..."

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 22:54:20 -0800

“Life was too short to be with someone who wasn’t quite right, someone who made you think more than they made you feel.”

- Anaïs Escobar (via pfelps)

What do you like most about your boyfriend?

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 22:52:00 -0800

There are a ton of things I love about him. Here are three: I love his consistency, how caring he is, and his ability to change/fix things about himself and wanting to change for the better (not because I tell him to, but because he wants to). These are qualities I don’t see in any other man.