I can’t promise myself, this year, that I’ll finally just let it all go- to let go of all the good times we shared, to to the bad times, to the hurt and pain and regret, and simply, just letting you go. I couldn’t put that on my new year’s resolution just because I know how hard that is to actually force myself to do that. I honestly don’t know what’s going to happen this year. Maybe I’ll finally meet someone new. Or, maybe I’ll have another year to myself. It’s kind of crazy that just within 365 days, a million things can happen to you. And just one day out of all 365, there’s a possibility that you’ll meet someone who can change your life around. But, what I truly hope for during these days, is to finally just be content about not having him in my life anymore. I honestly don’t know why I keep holding onto someone who doesn’t need me in return or why I keep holding onto someone who doesn’t care about me. It’s hard because I care so much about this person who doesn’t want me in their life yet, I know I need to let go. And, it’s been so fucking long and I feel as though it’s taking so long just to move on and to be happy and to find someone who wants me, and needs me, and loves everything about me. That’s all. But I can’t promise myself that this will finally be the year that I can let go of all the bitterness I feel in my heart.


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